[davidk]

part could be a bit glad I guess,

but at the moment I am full of hurt and sadness and anger about it all.

and I still see her as a victim of her own stupidity,

she is just her own worst enemy and she just doesn’t know how to love herself.

like I say, she hates herself for all this stuff too, but how to make the guilt go away, MORE DRUGS of course.

it is just tragic.

you are lucky you are strong enough to break away from your ex and don’t still delude yourself like I do that it could one day get better and be happy ever after.