I feel exactly the same I could say so much about the things that have happened.
I know deep down I have given him all the support I can to try and stop his addiction, iv listened and said nothing when the things I was hearing was breaking my heart. Couples counselling didn’t work because he felt like the counselor was taking my side. He can’t see what he’s been like.
I called to see him last weekend, my children was there. He opened the door and he was laid in complete darkness, it was a tip and he looked in an awful state. Thats when I saw the powder on the side, he shouted at me to get out. I left and I knew then I can’t do all this again.
I deserve better and my kids certainly do.
He text me this afternoon saying he is sorry and he’s let me down again and he’s hasn’t been taking it but dealing it! Like I’m supposed to be pleased about that?!
Sorry for rambling, can’t type quick enough????