Hi. Thanks for the reply.
Yeah hes a drinker too so it started off as a party drug sort of thing then he stopped going out because that was causing problems but started taking it at work etc then. It’s been a daily issue for about a year or so now (I only found this out in November).
The wedding has been cancelled because were obviously not in the right place for marriage right now. So that’s not a worry.
Me and the kids are fine I’ve been focusing on them and myself since he left but I still love him of course and I suppose what I’m trying to figure out is if I can handle a life like this.. if it will get easier or if it’s going to be a constant problem.
Hes seeking help for it all now and like I said has been clean.. hes doing it off his own back and not just to win is back so i am hopeful but i just dont know much about drugs and how the addiction changes them. Will he be able to be the person I met again or has he changed for good 🙁
Hes lied so much over the last year and it scares me x