Thank you for your message! Deep down I know I’m doing the right thing – and the best thing for him but it’s so hard when you feel like everyone is against you when they don’t understand or acknowledge the true scale of things. I feel guilty that I only gave it two weeks after finding out but it was long enough to realise he had no intention of changing & his supposed efforts were just lies & manipulation (plus I could then understand & make sense of the last 12 months of all his bizzare behaviour) – if he could have stopped on his own like he claims – he would have done so already. Thank god I’m a very strong & independent person with a great support network because I don’t know how I would cope – I’m in bits as it is – it was all such a shock but then at then same time a relief – it now all makes sense. At least I just had to get rid of the house & there’s no marriage or kids involved- I can imagine that makes things 10000 times worse. I hope you’re okay yourself & I’m always happy to talk if you need someone who understands- it’s supersizing how many of us there are out there & how many lives that evil drug has devastated. The same goes to you – you need to think of yourself & your own health & happiness – we only get one life – my ex has ruined his & I won’t let him take me down with him no matter how much I love him. It was great to hear from Danman & hear things from the other side – gives you a really good insight & it’s lovely of him to try & help us all x
