Thank you, I really needed to read that this morning. He messaged me tugging on the heartstrings this morning & within an hour he was calling me an effing cu*t & saying you don’t leave someone you love. I know he’s just after a reaction & I never give him one other than saying I’ll be there for him when he gets professional help, he’s desperate for bullets to fire but I have to see the behaviour for what it is. He’s also back at work so I expect on an absolute vile comedown & knows he can’t arouse suspicions at work so is aiming it at me. I can’t wait to be out the picture so he can move on to someone & something else so this nightmare all comes out in the open. I called round to our house this morning (you can imagine the state of it) & he’s now installed a spy ware camera!!! Unbelievable. I just can’t wait for this all to be over & try to get my life back on track. I feel so bad for people who’ve been on this rollercoaster for years, that drug is hell on earth & turns good men in to the devil.
