Thank you! Needed to read that today, I’ve felt awful, been in tears for most of the day but I know I’ve got to stay strong & all this will pass. It’s the worst emotional rollercoaster, I’ve gone from feeling like my best friend has died, to anger, hurt, upset, embarrassment, shame, Jealousy, you name it – and I miss him, I miss the man he was & our perfect life – but I know this is way bigger than anything I can do & sadly I think rock bottom will only be the way for him & his family to realise the true extent of it. I’m just dreading his next move now until the house is gone, I have all sorts going through my head – where he’s going to move to (& who with), what he’s planning next, what lies he’s telling people & about me – it makes you as crazy as they are! I want to contact him but at the same time I know it’s pointless & I’m trying to keep myself out the picture, he’s already convinced himself I’ve put spyware on his phone (like I’d know where to start!) & I suspect that’s why he’s put the camera in the house – his paranoia is through the roof & I need to keep distancing myself. How people live like this long term I’ll never know, I feel so sad when I read others stories x
