No I think being numb to it is very normal, I think it’s a coping mechanism for us as I do it too. Shut it out, it’s not happening, easier that way isn’t it.
I’m a bit like you ups and downs. Happy, sad, angry, betrayed etc etc all the joyful feelings ????
My partner is getting another call on Monday and he should be getting his drugs councillor, I feel like it’s taken forever. He wants to go cold turkey and thinks it’s going to be easy! ‘I’ll just sleep it off’ or around them words ???? yeah ok we’ll see!
I told him today that I feel like he’s got away with everything he’s done and he hasn’t had much back lash. I want him to hurt like I do but at the same time I know that would mean leaving him and I’m not ready to do that yet ????. Bloody idiots the lot of them!