It sounds like you are struggling with it all, it sounds like your fed up of always supporting him and getting nothing but lies and empty promises.
After 18 years it’s very hard to imagine life without him, my family will never accept him back now.
My mum and her partner never liked him anyway and almost took get pleasure in it when I told them I’d found out he’d been taking crack. Looking back I wish I never told them but at the time I was so shocked and devastated I turned to my family big mistake.
We are getting on fairly well at the moment but he was a bit sneaky yesterday and that’s making me concerned that money is coming tomorrow.
I would love to think that this whole drug stuff is behind us but I fear it isn’t.
I think we may be better as friends. So I think what’s next is hopefully he’ll get his own place and I’ll move and hopefully all this can be put in the past.
How are you feeling today ? X