Reply To: Cocaine addiction tips

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hardin365
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Well done on 40 days mate massive achievement !! thanks for the reply, ive done CA and it wasnt really my thing, all stories were different and alot would leave the group and get a bag on the way home but week later pretend they were clean ???? ive done 14 weeks before and ended up relapsing on a night out, since then and lockdown losing my job last year has made it harder.along with court to see my 2 kids after a break up, through no fault of my own may i add my ex is just vile and heartless…if i had my kids full time od not touch the stuff and when i have them wether it be a day or a week i dont even think about it, today is my first day..ive deleted all contacts and and anyone who can get it for me…ive also ordered some boxing equipment and contacted a personal trainer…i used to box proffesionally around 10 years ago and mentaly and focus wise it kept me “normal” …..i know what i need to do and i know its going to be hard but this last year has literally ruined me mentally and physically, going cold turkey isnt great and im starting to feel the stomach pains set in already, ive taken today and tommorow off work to help, im certqinly more determined than i have ever been….my issue has always been money isnt really a problem as i run my own business so spending anywhere from £400 to £600 a week doesnt affect my life financially but i know having that money in the bank would be better.i really appreciate the reply mate.keep up the good work bud….i have no idea how to pm on here.where are you from anyway? Cheers

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