The thing is he probably really does mean it when he says he wants to stop when he’s not on it. When coming down off cocaine you get suicidal thought and bad depression for days. It’s to do with dopamine in our brains. So he really probably does mean it when he wants to stop.
But I never really believed this, but it is a disease and its like a devil on your shoulder when you don’t want to use.
I’ve been down stairs on my own at 6am crying my eyes out, when it’s all gone depressed and suicidal texting my mum admitting it to her for the 1st time asking for help.
It broke her really. I guess he needs a good support network and get to some meetings. I’ve got a sponsor now and he’s helped me so much and has talked me out of a few bad days.