Hi Coco, sorry for not replying sooner. How did the test go? How did the 5th go? I’ve been wondering.
The same as usual happened, I let him back in, again. We’ve had a good few days, plus a few not much happening and me wondering what he’s up to days.
The 5th came, it wasn’t a disaster, my bf tells me he’s paid all his bills and has given me half of what’s left over so I can look after it for him, which I think is sensible – if it weren’t for the fact that he’s been asking me for a little bit back every day so far even though he has all the “essentials”. There’s a few positives in there somewhere I’m sure,
In truth I’ve been working all hours, since I don’t know how long. I took on some extra work, which I knew would be tough and it has/is. I just keep thinking about the extra money I’ll get, it’s not massive, but it’ll be enough for a new fridge/freezer for my boyfriend and a few new household essentials for my new place. I still do all the online food shops for my bf at the moment, even though I’m now living with my mum. My bf got so skinny, he’s one of those people who likes food, but can do without of it’s too much like hard work, I didn’t like seeing him not taking care of himself, so I do it. The extra money will help a lot.
I envy the people in a stable solid relationship, living together, working hard to get through this covid crisis together. It seems a long way from me working all hours and my bf just doing tv, green and the occasional bit of crack to fill the time, because he’s on his own, I’m here, and there’s nothing we can do about it.
I hope I haven’t said too much now. I hope you’re looking after yourself Xx