Thank you, you were right, I’ve had some awful behaviour to deal with, he’s told everyone I’ve been stalking him, put things on his phone, cheated on him, he’s made me out to be crazy – he even told me he thinks I’ve got bipolar! He became obsessed with recording me in the house – seeing & hearing things on videos & getting really nasty at times (he’s also had women round there overnight as the neighbour grassed him up) Finally leaving the house last weekend was a nightmare in itself, there were tears, tantrums, then he’d disappear out for a line, how I got it done I have no idea. The worry is over there now though & I’m not stressing about a body down there every morning. I don’t think it will take long before alarm bells start ringing at his parents as his use is as bad as ever. He’s declared he’s got mental health issues now (all blamed on me) which is buying him more time at work but I don’t think he can keep things hidden much longer. He’s still in denial & one moment he’s awful, the next he’s telling me he was going to ask me to marry him on Valentine’s Day. Each day I’m trying to get stronger & rebuild my life & stop trying to feel guilty & sad about loosing the man I loved. It was like he died all over again this week. I just hope it gets easier as even though it’s over it still seems to consume my every thought
