February 14, 2021 at 10:19 am
#21004
kjs
Participant
I’m going through the same so you’re not alone ????
Fiancé has been using and hiding it until I found him smoking
He’s said he wants to get clean, has had an assessment and is booked for dr this week to get on script
I’m struggling though, I can’t trust him
I keep thinking he’s only saying he wants to get clean because he’s been found out. I’m sure he’d rather continue using
I can’t imagine trusting him again, my stomach is in knots, my heart hurts. I feel like I should walk away
It sounds like your boyfriend is still using, the drug he said he’s getting is prescription only.
The lies are soul destroying
Is there anyone you can talk to in real life? Or call drug fam, they’re really helpful