As I read both posts it’s like I’m sat there with you both. I feel the pain your going through. The lies and betrayal just become normal. Unfortunately with addiction what we feel doesn’t matter, it’s all about that drug and how they can get their hands on it or how they feel about it.
Liberty- I’m off sick from work at the moment I think the past year has just caught up with me. It’s most definitely been a roller coaster that I hope has come to an end.
I really feel like I’ve lost myself, I’ve no passion or anything. I’ve sat and thought maybe while I’m off I’ll do a course or something but then I think I’m not interested in anything, there’s nothing there at all.
I’m jealous of you in way that despite all of what your going through you still have passion to do something that your interested in.
I didn’t realise how bad things have been. Stabbed 7 times that’s awful thank goodness he’s pulled through, it just goes to show how bad things get in the world of addiction as you know he was attacked too nothing too serious.
Roseht36- it’s hard I know but don’t take things too personally. You will always be the bad guy while their on that because you don’t want them to be an addict, you see them being on that as a problem and they see it as a buzz, a feel good factor, I don’t really know but what they see as good we know and see it as bad and they don’t want to accept that.
This forum, liberty especially has been a huge help for me. When I’ve felt at my lowest coming on here has really helped because we’re not alone but I know that we feel like we are alot. Whenever you want to chat or rant or anything myself and most likely liberty will be here for you.
Take care both of you xx