Thanks for replying Dan I really appreciate it! It’s so hard to talk to anyone that understands. I’m trying to encourage him doing more meetings but all I get is “I feel good at the moment so don’t feel I have too”
It’s so hard because I don’t know if he is or not still doing it, but I don’t agree with the drinking while he is trying to recover but he says it’s not a problem ????
So to show me he wanted to give up, he supposedly deleted all the numbers but before the last episode he had with coke I found out he had it saved under a different name, so could it be the same again? We are together a lot of the time atm with lockdown but he sometimes will pop out without me to the shops to get cigarettes but haven’t found any wraps anywhere. I don’t know if it’s me being paranoid but i know how hard it can be to give up and it seems he is dealing with it very well abit too good to be true! But when I say anything he says “I wouldn’t ever touch it again”
As for his nose yes it’s snotty a lot of the time and he has occasional nose bleeds and gets very sensitive when I mention that his nose has blood around it or running. I was wondering if it could be damage from using coke all those years but now I’m thinking it would be getting better!
I don’t know how I can test his urine really, I feel like I’m going crazy but I need to know!