Well when I found him using he was smoking, no evidence to show otherwise. I do believe that as crazy as that may sound.
I was with my previous partner just over a year, he was an alcoholic and coke addict
I am really anxious about the next few weeks. He’s saying all the right things. Dr on Thursday. But what if it’s all for show? What if he tries for a week or 2 but then gives up? I’m not sure how I feel about him staying here, I know I’m going to be suspicious every time he uses the toilet too long or if he gets up in the night… I don’t know. I have positive moments that are quickly followed by feelings of fear and loss. It would be easier to walk away. But I really do love him so much
Did you look at that house share? Have you spoken to him about moving out and him getting clean?