So sorry to read your post about your husband’s cocaine use. If you would like to contact us at Icarus Trust we should be able to offer you some support. We are a charity that supports families around addicts and we have experienced trained people you could talk with. This might help you to make sense of what is happening. If you get in touch i can put you in touch with one of our Family friends who will listen and tell you what other support is available.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best.