Hi Hollie,
So sorry to hear your story and I notice that you are asking for some help. You might like to contact us at Icarus Trust. We are a charity that offers help to people like you who are living with someone with addictions. We know that this is difficult and we have trained and experienced people we call family friends who would help you if you get in touch. They would listen and help you to find a way ahead and tell you what other help would be available.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best to you.