Thank you so much for the support, he is the same health issues, has to sleep on a certain side due to breathing difficulty on one side, he doesn’t sleep well as also works nights so in strange patterns, I just wish he would talk to me so I could be there to listen, I love the person he is but he keeps so much from me other than bits here or there or if he feels he wants to prove something for praise purposes, he has only ever asked me for money once and I said no but I know his friends and family bail him out but it’s very very large sums of money, when he came back last time and told me a bit he owed so much money he has to pay them £1000 a month out of his wages, I have a lovely home and a great job, I only spend what I can afford but was willing to give him a lovely life which he said he wanted with me, I just don’t understand how he can walk away and give that up, but like you say that will rule his head and heart, I’m scared he is in trouble people chasing him as he said before he left me he had people on his back and didn’t want me at risk but didn’t say that was the reason he left me, he didn’t give any of explanation just ran away and not contacted me. I just want to be there for him as I care probably too much, but also leaving myself wide open for hurt and danger I guess, I haven’t tried to contact him in a few weeks now but nothing x
