Hi lostgirl88,
I have just been reading your post and it rings so true with what I’m going through, I just wanted to see how you are doing? My now ex partner left me 2 weeks ago on my birthday after letting me down with a lot of false promises, in the end I wasn’t even fussed about anything bar did he actually want to spend any time with me, he was a user 3+ times a week, hiding how bad it was, he didn’t come to see me instead he was out dealing it to try pay off the enormous amount of debt he has to what extent I don’t know, he never replied to my last text and that has been it no contact at all, has yours come back to you? This is the second time he has done this to me and I the same as you am lost, I feel like I have lost my best friend, we had an amazing relationship of mutual respect, trust and love for one another but then he just walked…no explanation, I would love it if we could talk soon if your still on here I really could do with someone to talk too xx