Hey! Oh I’m so sorry hun, I’m here if you need to talk. Mine has but not as a boyfriend, he is currently living with me as he is homeless and still asks me for money. We had a discussion and he admitted to choosing drugs over me.
Babe I have to be honest, neither of us will ever be as important to them and that is no reflection on us, it their addiction which is a mental one not a physical one. (Depending on drug of choice)
Please please put some boundaries up, you have to protect yourself. One thing I found really helpful was watching videos on YouTube where recovering addicts explain what their addiction was like and the lengths they went to to get their fix. I don’t know if we can private message on here but please do if not comment here. Stay strong hun xxxxx