Hi. Hope you are okay. I was warned again and again by a friend who had also had a relationship a c addict that the drug will always come first. We just never believe it. We split two months ago. Ive cried every day. Last year he played push.n pull with me for two months too. Only last week i get the irrational texts off him, the accusations, the victimhood, telling me to delete him from my life, followed by texts of his love for me, how he cries over me, misses me, to then ignoring my responses. Always the same patterns. Knowing which days are his comedown days. Which days im likely to get a text.
I hope you stick to your boundary. It really can not get any worse than how you feel right now. The rejection and hurt is truly unbearable xxx