Hi Hilton,
I hope you are okay too! You sound like you are going through it too, please don’t cry, I have done the same. Do it then look in the mirror and say to yourself that you don’t deserve that treatment. I know how hard it is lovely that’s exactly right you feel totally rejected, mine doesn’t do the contact thing or change in mood he just vanishes, last time he was gone for 2 months with not one single message or phone call, I just find it hard to understand if it’s actually he doesn’t want me or is it the C taking over if you get me, I love this guy and all I want him to do is say to me “I need some help” and admit to me how bad it is as I now feel like he was with me as a meal ticket, I have a good job, lovely home and all the rest of it, I brought things for us as I knew he couldn’t and now he has thrown everything in my face and left! I feel like I meant nothing to him. But what I can say is each day gets a little easier and after a while you know you are better off that’s when you have to keep strong. xx