Hi LauraJ
I think a few of us on this particular post are going through this all together, the stories are all pretty much identical, if you knew what you know now a few years ago would you of felt differently? This is what goes round in my head constantly, we love these people and see the good in them as they are in there somewhere but I have read so many other posts where people say rock bottom before they will do anything, I really hope you reply as we can support each other in this! Wish there was a chat facility on here! Have you got support at home with friends and family? X