Hi Coco, good to hear from you and glad you’re doing better. Suspicious? If you’re protecting them and they don’t need to know from what, if life is simpler not sharing details, then don’t. No one says you have to divulge your situation if you don’t want to. As you know, I protect my mum in the same way, so I wouldn’t blame you for holding back a bit.
I’m glad the test was negative, how has he been with you about testing?
I’m ok. My bf is really distant again. Says he’ll ring, doesn’t, or he’ll ring to say he’ll ring me later and doesn’t. He’s been checking in, but I hear in his voice he’s on it, he says he isn’t, I think he says that to keep me happy. Things probably aren’t good. Again. He’s struggling on his own. We have seen each other, and that was nice, but only for a short time and he always wants me to stay, which I can’t for mums sake. He’s still “helping out” his dealer. Xx