No it doesn’t sound awful at all. Your just in a crappy situation and proves addiction effects loved ones as well. Love does hurt don’t it. And because you have known each other so long I bet it hurts more watching him like this. I’ve been on loads of meetings recently were women had their kids took off them because of coke addiction. Some had got their kids back. But they chose coke over their own kids. It’s heart breaking what it does to people. This obviously isn’t him. But I think he does need get some meetings in and get some peoples numbers.
Have a good weekend mate ????????????