Yes I’m ok and thank you for replying. Obviously I know how you feel you feel let down and just deflated. Fortunately my daughter is 19 and moved out so I don’t have the childcare aspect. It’s so difficult not wanting to give up and yet knowing deep down there comes a point when enough I enough. It’s the selfish side too and the tall tales that are so transparent too. His phone is a bone of contention with me as it’s off in my house but on when he’s out probably so the drug dealer “two white”” offers don’t come through in front of me the sleeping for a couple ov days gets me down too just coz he partied out things need seeing to you can’t just take to bed coz ur coming down off drugs. I hope that you are ok and the you figure out the right thing to do that is best for you I am struggling with my emotions so taking some quiet thinking time xx take care sending lots ov love
