It’s defo a hard one on your emotions, it definitely is on mine. Well he has disappeared again after getting some money from the firm he works for. Havnt seen him now since Thursday morning about 11am. It’s so selfish & how they think its acceptable to just dissappear for days, he hasn’t even got a phone at the moment, so I can’t even contact him. Not one thought for me or he’s son. I’m guessing when the money runs out that’s when he will decide to come back. But I have decided enough is enough and he either wants to be part of hes sons life or he doesn’t, and if he doesn’t I will be packing hes things. It’s the sheer embarrasment of having hes work boss come to my house asking where he is. They don’t realise how much sh*t they cause they really don’t.
Well I hope you get things sorted for your own sake I find coming on here helps me alot when I’m going through a tough patch. Xx