Just having a read through and it seems to be a tough time for alot of us at the moment, and we are all in the same boat.
My partner is on a binge this week with cocaine, could be more I wouldn’t know, but he has disappeared all week, he said he was mugged and they took hes phone, so can’t even contact him. Have been worried sick all while he’s having the time of hes life getting high in some drug den. I find coming on here helps me when my emotions get the better of me. I just wish we could get through to them some how but it seems impossible. And the thing is when they finally re appear they share no remorse or anything. Well my partner doesn’t. He just sleeps for days and then is really moody and snappy and is looking to get hes next fix. Hope your all OK xx