I know how you are feeling.
Is he home now? When did he last use drugs?
It’s like they get caught up with the wrong people and untill all supplies run out they will carry on. Its worrying its stressful and you wish they would just come home and sort themselves. But truth is untill they are ready they will just keep abusing it.
My partner disappeared Monday eve and came back Wednesday eve then dissappeard again on Thursday morning. So am now in limbo as to where he actually is. He’s obviously somewhere where the supplies are so he’s happy. He hasn’t got a phone as he said someone nicked it. So I can’t even contact him. It’s good to talk because I’ve been there with my partner many times over many years. Everytime it’s the same he says he will get help and change. But it always goes back to the same thing. X