Hi Daryl, welcome to the form. Everyone here on this forum is or has been affected by addictions .
You have taken the first step by admitting that you have a problem with cocaine and are seeking help and support to stop.
Read the other threads here, particularly Danman83, he is currently 2months clean and is offering great advice and support.
My son has alcohol and cocaine addictions, we’ve had several years of hell with it. Thankfully he admitted he needed help and support. He joined AA and CA meetings, got a sponsor met others who support him . Its been hard for him but well worth it in the end. He’s 5 months clean.
Please be strong have faith, you can get through this. Confide in a close friend, stay away from people who could influence you, delete scumbag dealers off your phone. Stay off social media..
Stay in touch here
Take care
Lx