Listening to you how you say you just leave him in bed at the weekends and you do your own thing. Is exactly what happened to me. Not all the time, but a lot. It broke me abit to how it was effecting my kids and me in bed at the weekend all day Saturday when I should be playing with them. A lot of the time I forced my self up and wasn’t fully functioning. Another reason I had to stop. And I have to think of this if I get the urge to use.
P. S you are not to blame for any of this. I had this debate with a mate the other day. I said do we blame Morrisons for selling me alcohol if it turns me into an alcoholic?
I know people will debate this. Is it a drug dealers fault we take drugs. I’ve never really had a dealer force drugs on to me. It was all my choice.