Hi there,
Thanks for sharing your story. So glad that you have found this forum which gives people lots of support. if you would like some more support please contact us at Icarus Trust. we are a charity that offers support to people going through what you are as we know how hard it is for families living with the impact of addiction. We have trained and experienced people you could talk with if you feel that it might help.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org