It’s a funny one with kids they pick up on things eventually. My kids just thought I was drunk in bed.
Hopefully he comes round soon, am sure you are.. But just keep reminding him he’s missing out on his son and making good memories. Is it worth it for coke? The way I had to look at it is.. I spend say from 6pm Friday till 6am sat morn, off my head, feeling great for the 1st hour or 2, then edgy, paranoid, anxiety depressed, then I had to sleep all day, feel shit after that again. Is it really worth it when my kids need me. Obviously it is hard as it is an addiction and disease, but the more we change are way of thinking the easier it will be to stop.