Hi Riley,
I’m sorry to read your post and to see how difficult things are for you with your son’s addiction affecting your health so much. You may like to contact us at Icarus Tust as we are a charity that offers support to families around those with an addiction because we know how hard this is for people. We have Family Friends, our trained and experienced people who would listen and talk with you which might help. they will also be able to tell you what other support is there for you.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
I hope this helps . Good luck.