[himbeere]

Don’t know when this nightmare can be gone..

Yesterday I woke him up for work and he did. When he left I sent him a message basically told him how drained I have been feeling and want my husband back.. at night he emailed me a long message said, the message I sent really sunk in and made him cry, he never cry. He realised what a waste he has been to me to my kid. He went to a hotel and didn’t do anything just need think and he promised he would take further step to make my husband back’ I trusted him and I thought it was a genuine message.

He said he would come home this morning but so far he is disappeared again.. I just don’t know now. It’s a torture.