[himbeere]

I’m lost tbh. It’s not an easy decision to make and I don’t know what is the right decision tbh. At the moment all I do is force myself to be strong as I have a 6 years old kid.

I haven’t told any of my friends. I haven’t told anyone until he set up the WhatsApp group last Sunday. I have been suffering everything in my own. And glad now at least his friends know so I sort of feel I’m not alone. His friends just told me they went to hotels to find him and saw his car so I know where he is. But so what, I can’t do anything..