Oh girls I’m so sorry to hear your stories! Very similar to mine. Feel free to read my previous posts. It 100% sounds like he is doing cocaine. It’s such a huge giveaway. I literally turned insane I checked everywhere but I did always find something. Believe it or but hiding it in their socks seems to be the norm now days! I left my partner and literally left the country. But we are back together now and he’s 6 months without anything. If he ever went back to his old ways Id be gone and he knows it. But It really does drive you insane. They say the partner of an addict is most effected. Makes you question everything! Even though my partner is clean I still to this day doubt him and overthink/paranoid. It’s awful but please don’t do this alone. This forum has helped me so much and talking to friends and family. But sit him down and stick to your word. Stay strong xxxx
