[himbeere]

Thanks for asking. I sent him message saying I’m going to find him with my kid. And I was about to go. He replied saying don’t go, there is no point. He didn’t want me take my kid to drive around aimlessly ( he didn’t know I knew where he is I assume). He admitted he was not clean. He said he would like to change but it is just so hard. I don’t know why I turned from angry to calm and tried to offer help again.. he said he’s willing to try different method. But I learnt that when he is on it I shouldn’t trust anything he said. He said he is on taxi and is coming home.

I know I will need to be strict on him if he does come back and want to change. Perhaps I’m silly I just still seem to hold the hopes..