Hey Danman! Your posts have helped me so much. Thank you for your personal story on here. Can I please ask you a random question. As you have been very open about your previous addicted, would you say it’s possible to just have 1 bit ? Say at work in the afternoon then come home as normal, eat dinner, have snacks etc if you’d had it earlier in the day? And no changes to personality/eyes/etc. How long does it last? My partner wants me with him every day, not in a weird obsessive way but he says he sleeps better and feels better when I’m here (We do live together but I have my own house too so sometimes have a night on my own) I would know straight away when he was using before but he is 6 months clean now so he says, no alcohol or gambling either but I still worry alot even when there’s sometimes no reason to. I suppose if I see a slight change I assume the worse. Most days his nose is runny some more than others but he thinks he’s done damage from years of abuse? There’s no obvious signs apart from one night his mouth tasted funny and he had a really hot neck (random I know!) Which I mentioned to him and nothing.. Crazy how this turns us into detectives I hate it. I’m trying my best to trust him and put my faith into him but I can’t help but worry. He knows I’d leave if it happened again x
