Emma, try to rise above it.
Part of it is the lack of closure and wanting to know things you will never know the truth about.
I bet like here in my village; half the people know what he is really up to, but will not talk about it because they feel for you. People here say to me “promise you will stay away from him now. we were so worried but did not know how to help you”
They can see what is going on, the late night tracks in and out, the addict health sticks out a mile.
people know violence and chaos is attached and they don’t want the comeback if they get involved; because let’s be honest it’s a very sticky web that’s so hard to shake off.
I absolutely hate all the darkness it brings
Mine is now in hospital he’s overdosed on a binge of Crack and Benzos (on top of the handfuls of pregablin, Valium and taramadol he takes daily)
He’s been detained so I have no idea what will happen next