Thanks for that. I really appreciate it. I told her take my keys off me tonight because I’ve dreamed alot this week of using. And there locked in a safe now. I have no way of contacting dealers on my phone. And I deleted all social media. That just makes you worse. Even people who are not addicts.
Why do you feel doubt, loneliness and guilt? If u don’t mind me asking.
Your right she is good to me, she has stuck by me and I put her through a lot of shit. She still doesn’t trust me and I don’t blame her. It could take years.
You will get there in the end just stay positive. ????❤️