Hope you had a nice weekend so far. Mine certainly hasn’t been good. My husband woke up yesterday and said he was still not in the right mood he didn’t feel well due to the drug. So I waited for today to talk.
His mum messaged me this morning asked if everything is ok as hasn’t seen him for a while. I hate to lie for him but I can’t tell his mum of course not, she would break her heart. I was unhappy and tried to wake him up. To be honest after everything I can feel my mood swings. He then woke up, I just couldn’t wait any longer so I wanted to talk him about it. But I don’t know if it’s the drug or him, he said he’s tired of nagging , tired of everything, tired of life. He can’t give me the life I want. Perhaps He just leave me for good! Hearing that took me to the edge and broke my heart, I cried loudly. At the moment I just felt I really couldn’t copy with that..
Then he said his mind just like roller coaster. He knows he needs to stop. Everything is a mess at the moment. And right now he acts normally. He talks to me just like ‘ my real husband’. And handed in his bank cards to me.
But what he said to me couldn’t get out of my mind. Was it drug talk or him?