yeh I had thought about writing it all down in a letter
but then its back to it being me having to be the one resolving things again rather than her ever doing anything about it.
I just don’t know why she is so incapable of making things better, why am I the one trying to fix everything that she has broken.
surely any normal person that has broken things that they don’t want to lose would make some effort and gesture to fix it, but she is so good at turning everything back to front.
Its almost like your partner has cheated and instead of being sorry and trying to make things better, they somehow make it you that was in the wrong and you that has to fix it, thats how it feels.
for the minute I am just staying quiet, will see if she contacts me after a while as I hope she will calm down and eventually figure out that she has hurt me in ways that can only be fixed if she fixes them.