[davidk]

well its so weird,

because she had been seeming better, and acting like her old self,

but I think she probably just keeps going back and forth between feeling positive and wanting to stop, and then using again, the endless cycle. which without proper help I cannot see her breaking anytime soon.

I should write it all down though, whether or not I’ll send it her is a different matter, and then she is 2 people so it would depend which one read it.