I’m exactly the same, some one close to my son does stuff with coke. I can’t really say much more. So I can’t go to certain places.
To be honest moving will do no good unless u want to anyway. I always compare it to the film poltergeist, we’re they try and move to get away from the poltergeist, but the spiritual Indian guy says.. They will just follow you its best to stay at home and beat it as a family. Stupid comparrsion but it’s true. The next town will sell coke and so on. Its so easy to get. My sons 17 year old friends sell it on snap chat putting picture of it on line.
It’s about limiting as many possible ways of getting it.
Yes your right. You will never be OK from it. The seed is planted now. But then again why would u want to go back to these situations we’re u get tested.
It’s not a bad thing checking on on him, it’s a good thing and it shows you care.