I’m no were near cured lol, so mine is nowhere near a miracle. This is the 2nd time in 11 year I have got to 3 month. I relapsed on 3 month last time. So its really important I keep reaching out now and go to the meetings. Or I will relapse.
I read a book by Alan Charles he was addicted to coke for24 years, had a really bad experience, and he over come it. Some people go to rehab 20 times before they have fully quit. And if u go to the meetings so many people have numerous years clean time. I guess everyone is just different.
Your husband giving you his card doesn’t mean nothing really, I think he is just giving piece of mind to you. He can just go his dealers and say give me some on lay. And they do. They will give hundreds on lay if they know u will pay.
I know exactly what u mean with no 1 cares, when my mum found out she was texting me every day, checking on me then it just stopped. I guess they have there own shit to deal with.
Have u heard out from him?
Hope you are OK?