Hi Needing Strength,
I just wanted to say that i read your post and felt the utmost sympathy for you and your children. What a horrifying situation you have found yourself in.
It sounds like your husband is very, very deep in the illness of addiction. Especially tampering with your child’s medication.
You are very brave to have got out and i hope you have the support of family and friends through this.
I am fortunate in that my husband wanted out and is determined to get better. However at his worst last year he tells me there were times he thought he was going to die from it and the feeling that one of our kids could have walked in on him passed out or worse is utterly terrifying.
I’m so sorry xx