[himbeere]

Yes he is not him when he’s on it. But the thing is he was sober and he promised me he would be normal from Friday and he knows how much pain he caused me, but he couldn’t control himself, Friday he just went into it again.

Yes they will know eventually. But he may hate me for that, who knows.

I have been texting you and drinking tea. I was thinking having some wine but then I think using alcohol to make me feel better reminds me of him taking coke! What about you? Are you doing anything nice?