Well I think he has been doing it most days-maybe every day, with all the lies who would know.
about 18 months ago he had been staying up much later than us and even sometimes when he had came to bed at the same time as me I would wake up in middle of the night 3/4am and he wasn’t there, it seemed like he was having an affair but I found out it was cocaine dealer he was meeting.
When I think he was doing it weekly he used to do that stay out all night I guess because they don’t really have any feeling at the time they’re doing it and they want to stay in the place they can take more of it until they run out of money, then they start feeling down so they come home.
He is at home now but I can’t enjoy his company it’s like sitting with a zombie or a robot, I sometimes think I must be boring company for him to get into that state to want to sit with me.